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January 4, 2021 – It’s the small things
Over the last few days, I’ve realized that sometimes it’s the smallest things that are the hardest for me to cope with when it comes to losing Benny. Overall I think I’m doing pretty well, especially when it comes to the big picture. But then something small happens and everything gets turned upside down again in ways I didn’t expect. …
December 30, 2020 – This journey is my own
It’s been nice being in Burley and having the opportunity to visit Benny’s grave. I’m grateful his tiny body is here, surrounded by family. But as I’ve gone to “visit” him, I’ve felt something different than I think most parents feel at their children’s graves. In fact, I haven’t really felt anything. …
December 28, 2020 – Six weeks
Today we came to Idaho to visit Tom’s mom for the holidays. We stopped at Benny’s grave and as we walked over to where his little body was buried, I couldn’t help but think of the last time we were here, which was for his graveside service. It feels like it was yesterday but also somehow like it was a lifetime ago. Goodness, so much seems to have changed since then. …