Month: March 2021

As humans, I think we all have this innate need and desire to feel remembered. To know that we’re not forgotten. Especially during our most difficult trials. … Read More >March 31, 2021 – I am not forgotten

We finally received Benny’s death certificate. It’s made me realize that sometimes in life, there are questions we don’t get answers to. … Read More >March 23, 2021 – Questions without answers

Today I realized something that I don’t think I’ve fully processed since Benny passed away. I realized I haven’t forgiven myself for Benny’s loss. … Read More >March 21, 2021 – Forgiveness

Over the past four months (and I can hardly believe it’s been four months today since our angel boy went to heaven), the plants that people gave us when he passed away have waned a bit. … Read More >March 16, 2021 – Don’t give up

It’s amazing the roller coaster of emotions that come even when I feel like otherwise I’m doing okay. I’m grateful that when the emotions come (especially the really difficult ones) I’m starting to recognize the grief behind them and process through it in manageable ways. … Read More >March 8, 2021 – Almost

One thing I’ve been thinking about lately is the idea of tests. I’ve wondered if, in a weird way, losing Benny was a “midterm” in my life. … Read More >March 2, 2021 – Tests